Like Father Mackenzie writing the words to a sermon that no-one will hear – I send this new post out into the aethers knowing the likelihood of it ever being seen/heard/read by someone else are slim at best: however this does not take away from the requirement to say it.
01/02/2021 After approximately 36 hours of fasting and the integration of Shadow work during the recent Full Moon (in Leo) phase Jan 28th/29th has resulted in the (debilitating) symptoms that had been present throughout this period – BEING diminished to the point where today I could move/walk and do some light stretching exercises. This turnaround is quite remarkable and gives illustration of how willing the body is to find some Healing if we as owner occupiers can listen and adhere to instruction. On the psychological/astrological plane the exploration of the Dark Self – the Shadow – was/is fundamental to the overall process. The revelations surrounding the need to acknowledge and integrate aspects of self that are constantly and continuously shunned by the world at large – including owning the most heinous human aspects and capacities – and the resulting self-loathing, self-disgust, guilt, self-flagellation –hair shirt whipping etc. to expand into self-acceptance, self-love, self-forgiveness are at the core of being able to expand this requirement of love and forgiveness into the collective consciousness. This ‘place’ cannot be reached without going into the Dark and will need for us as a species to expand the ongoing involvement with the Shadow work where this aspect of self are taken from the current view of being ‘poor cousin’ less important than the higher/spirit self to become the fundamental and pivotal component and to take the rightful seat at the “Head of the Table”. The days of a blonde haired blue eyed Jesus all sweetness and light mentality – that have been controlling the collective mind for thousands of years are now completely redundant. The last ditch bid – by those who hold the purse strings – to retain planetary control via the creation of a Scamdemic and associated subjugation of the masses with Fear and lockdown and spraying toxins into the air column will either be the first stage of the evolution or the last phase of obliteration. Here’s to the SHADOW and all it has to show us. Not to denigrate or minimise the issues surrounding race – the Black Lives that matter are to be found within us all and it is this Blackness that needs to be championed and honoured. All the singing Masters will indeed agree that Forgiveness is Divine but unless this divinity is founded upon and rooted within the acceptance of our human darkness it remains an abstract dogma with nothing REAL to offer.